A Simple Thing Called Love

been doing lots of reflection these days.
rmb what RIS said, to reflect on things.
and i truly feel that my mind, body and soul isnt at peace.
its like some kinda things rushing thru me.
its hard to put it in words.
but one thing's for sure.
im juz not at peace.
ever since i returned frm OBS,
everythings been changed.
i no longer feel the happiness and carefree-ness like before.
after so long, i feel really unpretty and not loved.
and its because i always fall for the wrong pple.
and its also because ive never given a chance for the pple who love me.
instead, i go for the pple who will never love me.
like nerds (eg. #26), judgemental pple (eg. G), tchers (eg. HER), so on and so for.
i used to have feelings for G.
but now, ive chosen to let go.
coz shes quick to judge pple.
and that too, unreasonable judging.
and i knw that if i continue talking to her, i'll juz fall deeper.
so ive made up my mind and im gonna avoid her for a while.
abt HER, i dnoe.
my feelings for her are not as strong as before.
and i shd say tht ONLY in her case, its more of lust rather than love.
and #26 is a totally gone case.
shes darn str8.
and im mad at her anw.
and the anger will not go off so yeah.
okay larh. i think i reflected a lot rdy.
RIS sent me a friendster msg and i guess its enuff to keep m egoing for weeks.
tskk. i miss him lots.
my charming prince. (:

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